wo qi shi hen xing fu.. why will i sae tt? dunno playing maple suddenly juz thk so.. sianz lah nth to do now.. i guess shld go slp soon.. he's bz wif exams until no time to call or msg mi.. today msg him den got reply de.. sigh i dunno.. am i juz thking too much again..

im xing fu lalala... =)

campus superstar results were abit saddening but not bad evon was strong.. zheng rong sae that she was an understanding ger=) she's really sweet actually.. aww jia you ger you are really good today i tot.. geraldine jia you worx! khim oso~ haha..


im back to update lols and wad time izzit now! im updating so late lols.. anyway i slp at 2 am nowadays.. last time 12 now 2 lols.. crazy man.. anyway it was quite a great day today besides the stupid exam i had lols..

woke up at 9 coz dar called and wake mi up sae that he reaching my hse le.. haha dunno why he so good today come over pei me *muacks to him=)* keke so yepz den pei mi until go exam lorz coz he oso got exam lols.. din eat the whole day so hungry lols.. den the MOB paper was omg~ 30+ marks fly away le wooO~ sad but hopefully i can pass overall im happy enuff.. *prays hard for tt to happen* 3 hrs paper came out after 2 hrs.. cold and tense bth cannot stay inside.. den went for a chat wif gyii lols at fc 1 den went back up to wait for JC.. den coz JC dunno where he is we said to meet at mrt.. when i was walking to the mrt station wif ailin, wan ping and wen qi, wan ping phone rang which was an unique ringtone den this comment came out from mi.. looking at ailin i said wah so bouncy LOL den she lmao hahaha.. she wanted mi to update on this i did=) hehe.. tt was damn funny ya? lols..

met JC go lot 1 to meet jessie and shik mama to buy zhi wei's present haha.. sorry zhi wei the present was last minute but it's cute ya? keke.. but alot of ppl buy mini toons things for you sia lols.. hmm yepz den went for our dear zhi wei's birthday bbq.. quite ok lah juz tt we weren't close to sum ppl so abit alot of grps around, zhi wei dunno wanna entertain who.. happy birthday zhi wei! 18 worx! haha clubbing, smoking, drinking blah blah legal leh! lols muz take care of yaself still eh=))

after that we went off lo.. ha i was the 1st one to reach home=D lols. but it was abt 9+ le.. hmmm den played maple for a while, my dad came home ask mi to find thing on net can't find=/ waste my time lols=x nvm.. den another happy thing kor so long nvr call mi xiaomei le lor haha he suddenly call tt's sumthing happy too.. keke

k lah im tired.. maybe maple for a while more go slp le.. tml will be a day at shik mama's hse=) well, hope she's alright..

ps. oh yeah lols suddenly started msging dar juz now haha dunno why he suddenly start msging mi at 1st keke.. happy happy lols=x


hie!~ lols came to blog coz im bored.. 2 papers le 2 more to go..

hmm today was quite a tough one.. ECONS>.< was so nervous b4 i was not even on the way to skool.. den nervous until i bth go msg dar haha he consoled mi=) hehe.. den met my classmates and went to the venue of the exam.. soo wad a papeer! quite tough but did wad i can le.. crap sum stuff in hope they will be rite lols.. abt 20 mins left den i went out of the exam hall le.. bth lols den waited for them to come out.. everyone oso sae it's different from the past years..

went to met mama at lot 1 eat den went home.. wah dar was actually at home where times he won't be lols aiya can't be bothered=x mr sino called for a chat after his paper lol was kinda shocked he finish his paper so fast lah.. gonna take photography for our next GEMs yeah sino? lols.. yay=x

ok update finish liaoz yawns~


back to update again lols.. anyway i won't be blogging much for this whole week coz they are juz exams exams unless sumthing interesting went on.. so wish mi luck for my exams ok! lols.. and hope this week will end soon~ den i left 1 paper and holidays!!!! i looking forward to them.. go gai gai wif my beloved frens=) haha..

little thinking of mine..
-11:00:22- xZt0r0Zx: sianss
-11:00:27- <`SiNo\-9x> ya
-11:01:11- xZt0r0Zx: baa i spoiled my own mood
-11:01:20- <`SiNo\-9x> -.-
-11:01:50- xZt0r0Zx: sianss
-11:02:09- xZt0r0Zx: sigh how good can guys be? zz
-11:02:54- <`SiNo\-9x> ?
-11:02:58- <`SiNo\-9x> got prob with him?
-11:03:15- xZt0r0Zx: eh. no my prob lol
-11:03:18- <`SiNo\-9x> =/
-11:03:37- xZt0r0Zx: ok. im jealous lol=x
-11:04:34- xZt0r0Zx: how playful can a guy go to
-11:04:42- <`SiNo\-9x> VERY PLAYFUL
-11:04:46- xZt0r0Zx: >.<
-11:04:57- xZt0r0Zx: not controlling themselves?
-11:05:13- <`SiNo\-9x> mm. ya
-11:05:20- xZt0r0Zx: yawns.
-11:05:24- xZt0r0Zx: ok=/
-11:05:34- xZt0r0Zx: exam period dun care all these le
-11:05:40- xZt0r0Zx: hopefully

yepz gone=)


ok im back to update coz im so bored now lols.. updated the drama's thingy liaoz ai qing mo fa shi looks nice.. hope i got the chance to watch it ba.. exams really suck i hope they can be over soon enuff damn it.. lols.. no one love exams lah no one love studying for exams lols.. suck=x

so these few days were going to skool for a while, tried studying abit and meeting up wif shik mama.. today was the day i din really went out lols was too lazy to go to skool to study.. so stayed at home.. den shik mama finish exam called sae she not going out wif her cousin so she came over.. i started studying*finally* econs woo.. but money topic sianz lah.. chim>.< tml needa study MOB le ARGH haiz.. wad can i do now? wanna study MOB but i dunno where my notes are coz mum mahjonging in my study room.. yawns

shik mama juz found out sumthing abt mi again lols.. those bfs i haf had all oso treats their friends better than they treat their gf.. lol nth to sae onli one of them won't which is andrew but ha too bad she noe i noe can liaoz.. ok im off.. did a wallpaper of my own.. weee i love it=) haha


im home~ juz finish my dinner lol so late huh..

so this morning had CRS which was 2 hrs actually but i finished it in abt 50 mins? and i went off lol.. called mr sino but he was in lesson so can't see him in formal lols nvm.. other chances ba haha.. den called dar and he sae he nvr go skool so i went over lorz.. he gave mi a board that he made so nice of him but i din bring it home coz too big liaoz=x no place put so sad.. im sorry dar! so i gave dar a bottle of hearts=P * sy got the ans? haha* den late afternoon finally i went to eat wif him b4 going to TM.. rotted until his frens came and went to watch a FUCKING terrible movie at 7pm.. i really mean that it was the worst movie i ever watch it was so boring.. Match Point YAWNS MAN~ i felt so restless in the movie lorz.. den hoping to go out of the threatre asap but i endured until the whole show ended.. lol.. dar's remarks was loud fucking movie LOL... and the bg music were lyk opera damn eeee aRGH lols..

after movie i took cab pia home coz i very sianz to take train home.. mentally tired to do tt lol.. 17.30 but the uncle count as 17 haha he was cool=) dar paid 10 bucks for mi ha really thank him lots lah.. he din really haf enuff to spend le but he sae special day so yepz.. today was valentine's day tml is mi and dar 6th month=) but not going out with him tml le.. haha=)


juz finish watching campus superstar's results show.. next week revival round cannot watch haha so sad..

today was the day that i kinda released myself ba.. i cried ha.. but suppressing so long it made mi feel better.. this morning's presentation was blah lols terrible lah not in the mood to present den lyk tongue tied anyway it's finally over..

did access b4 the test.. the test was eerrrr kinda ok i guess onli the report part i do wrong.. hopefully i earned marks there lah.. after tt was still discussing how to pay for singing lesson coz im very tired den damn sianz to go down after going home..

den dunno maybe too frustrated den i juz broke down and cry.. lucky mama was on the phone wif mi lah or else it will be even terrible.. thx mama you are not useless ok=)

so today nvr study needa rest.. tml will study le but oso going out wif dar.. ha hopefully i will enjoy=)) nitez ppl~


back to update! im really tired lol... tml still got presentation and test..

sooo yesterday the guides had campfire.. lin yin called mi up at 8+ ask mi go back and help them for footdrill.. so woke up and go back skool lorz.. after footdrill den started to do preparation for campfire le.. den we seniors can nua liaoz=x lols.. den we help abit lah.. the new sec 1 had their enrolment ceremony.. and the campfire was up... hmmm messy organisation i can sae.. many feedbacks from different seniors who came back.. lalala~ dunno lah... can't be bothered wif it much.. yi fang was there! i kinda miss her you noe lols.. although sae close oso not very close =x lols i dunno but i still missed her! lols.. as usual the very high yifang was there keke... after the campfire den pack up until 10 lyk tt, went to bpp eat mac den haf abit chit chat session and we went home.. reach home oso 12 le.. den did the last bit of IDEAs and send to Bee Sin.. den oso 2 le.. so go slp le lorz...

this morning woke up at 10+ msging xueli whether she got buy present for francis a senior coz he bday and invited us over.. so we went to find present and went chin sun hse coz he wanna bring oranges over.. after tt we went there lorz.. saw wilson who reach early den wei ping.. den more seniors came many seniors whom we are not familiar wif.. stayed until 4+ we went to northpoint walk walk and i bought a bag=) haha.. den went home.. on the way home was chatting wif xueli abt him kinda sad lah but sigh maybe it's time to talk again.. so met Shik mama and went to buy her stuff and went to her hse.. after that she came over and do wad we do always until 10 lyk tt.. i really very tired lah.. den juz finish packing my stuff for tml.. last presentation and 2 more tests and i muz start revision for my coming exams.. hopefully i juz do as well as i thk i can ba.. jia you shu ting :) ols!

PS. oh yeah jia you too everyone who i know who are going to have their exams too! =D


update lo~~~ haha im tired.. really mean tired slping at 1 these few days..

hmm let mi see.. morning go skool saw xueli and wei ping.. really happy to see them=) had a little conversation and i went off le.. den econs and pacc lecture den is 4 hrs break... went to copy past year papers ans for the 1st hrs den 2nd hr eat and went to start doing MOB.. do 2nd qn already pek chek liaoz lols coz plus the noisy from sum irritating and not considerate guys scolding wadeva vulgarities they noe.. Zzzz... den when we were going to kinda 'finish' doing the tutorial.. we all started to get real LALA LOL.. luffing and giggling away.. really so funny.. when we were on the way to tutorial room i cracked a joke lols.. i showed ailin the star tt wen qi made for mi as demo and i went: ahhh i got star... so nice hahaha you dun have~~~" lols she was lyk stunted and dun understand wad i was talking abt den all started luffing uncontrollably.. lols..

during MOB tutorial oso high lah~ lols.. Mr Cheong was actually quite sianz sianz den in the end the whole class so lively and luff alot lols... the most interesting tutorial for his lesson liaoz lols.. so after skool went home and waited for mama to come.. den mummy cooked.. i got dinner=D lol.. so we watched videos again lols cannot finish watching de.. den oso very funny haha...

yeah so kinda did a rough ppt slide of IDEAs tml got campfire le.. wonder i can go in anot lah.. haiz he missing liaoz dunno bz wif wad sigh...


time to blog lo~~~

so fast 11 le.. slept at 1 last nite tired.. but pulled myself up to go skool on time coz i did my tutorial dun wanna waste it lol.. so enjoyable day in skool wif my dear classmates=) during ECONS tutorial was lyk blur lah more he explain more i dun understand den i juz heck wad he sae liaoz=x

econs ended late again haha.. den went to meet shik mama and went to her hse b4 going to my hse.. and she helped mi for my gift and we watch all videos on youtube=D so funny haha and i found out that shaowei is really cute haha.. but my renfu is still my fav hehe.. my dinner was bread, drinks, chips ha pathetic..

den when mama was on the way home she asked mi to call her and i started lyk toking sorta pouring out wad i thk lah.. Shik mama is still the one who noe mi best! she dun sae it but when i sae that i felt that i changed she agreed.. but she din sae much lols.. nvm lah she is the best le... keke..

Shik mama! thanks for hearing me out and accompanying me these 2 days.. really thanks alot for everything love ya! haha.. ok lah dunno wad to sae i scared too mushy she bth..=x lols..

so i really changed i guess... wad i thk is from the secondary school girl who was loud and noisy in school and lessons entertaining ppl at least and laughing at her own jokes to NOW.. a poly student who trys to pay attention to lectures which is quite impossible except accounts and stats.. still does her work.. but now she is not a person who can entertain others maybe advising ppl.. not as cheerful as old days where she can juz laugh lyk crazy without thking whether ppl will lyk it anot.. quieter person in sum ways too.. is it that i had become mature? no idea?

maybe guys help mi define love. how shld loving each other be? am i living my life without him now.. is this an obstacle/ test to overcome or this is a relationship that is getting further and further from each other.. any answers to my questions?

ok wow.. haha tml got 4 hrs break gonna do my tutorial tml i dun haf the mood to do it now.. haha hmm yawns wad i can do now~ hmmmm~~


finally i can update le.. im quite tired now.. juz did abit of editing for my IDEA presentation.. yawns man..

so today not bad stats last lecture liaoz* awww i see qiuping very sad LOL=x* dun be ok ger you find a better guy SKH is too old for you=x lols.. hmm den had make up tutorial kena caught for reading comic oops.. i was too engrossed in the comic le haha.. after that went to clubhse to wait for mr sino haha.. den GEMs quiz errr i thk it's a bit easier than the one before? lols.. so after that went to clubhse put down my bag and pei sino walk to gg.. so long nvr go there le.. haha.. den sit there bua until 2.30 i went back to clubhse nua again lols.. den went gg again coz wilson wanted to go arcade in the end we left after a while lols* we haf nth to do while waiting sino tt's why we were there* lols.. ok den went to f 3 eat abit and went off to meet shik mama le..

weee went to walk walk at JP bought sum stuffs hope it will be completed b4 the day i gif it hehe.. den waited for her frens to come so that we can go visit luqman who juz discharged from the hospital.. we walked 3 bus stops coz we didn't noe how to go there.. den sit there until 8.30 lyk tt we went off le.. reach home oso 9.30 liaoz no time for dinner eat abit of my mum's dinner which was maggi mee lol.. den start to pia econs and mob tutorial liaoz.. booo sianz.. i was abit irritated juz now coz i was so tired when i reached home... sigh both my parents are sick wth-.- hope they get well soon.. ok dar called wee go tok to him on the phone le=x


update time! actually i was kinda lazy to do so but i need release sumthings bth..

today went to skool at 10am in the end lecture cancelled den went to eat until 11 for lecture.. after lecture another break sat down and read comics lols.. nice.. saw mr sino during my break..

so after crs, ailin, weiting, vincent, wen qi and i went to lyk main library area lah haha.. den pei ailin and wei ting actually wanted to back clubhse but lazy so i went home.. saw aretha chat a while and she alighted.. so early go home.. in the end nua for a while den i keep watch tv le.. until 8 den tried to do sum IDEA ppt.. den tried to study for my GEMs quiz which is tml.. ARGH din manage to really study i thk.. sigh.. aiya i hate the mood of mine now.. damn it=//

ok my space to complain~ maybe im thking too much again.. but we are close to far.. really i dunno sumtimes wad's the point.. i see no meaning to wadeva im doing aiya i dunno lah.. i will complain nth abt wad i thk is happening to us it is maybe one side thinking.. i really haf no idea..

sigh the mediacorp ppl called >.< for the audition crew thing so sad i can't go.. really cannot make it or else i wanna go!!! haiz ok end of blog entry for today..

oh ya i want to know NUTS. I KNOW NUTS about everything*how i wish*


ok back to update.. i really can't stand doing IDEA.. it juz makes mi get so frustrated.. IDEA sux=/ so i better update b4 blogger got dunno wad on which will close blogger i guess...

hmm today quite a day lol.. jokes and laughters wif ailin and weiting today lols.. wonder why but it's good..

quiz test exams all coming up sianz=/ stressed up soon + my not really very good mood tt's not good..

anyway no singing lessons again.. for 3 weeks le lorz.. the very enthu shu ting has lose interest in her favourite singing lesson.. bcoz i dun thk i gain much from it.. =/
i dunno but i still love singing my dream no more again.. ha..

anyway today's mood when going home was weird.. no idea lah juz lyk bad day lyk tt thking alot zzzz stupid

oh yeah not going for singapore idol auditions crew thing le.. everyone is busy wrong timing sucky SI=x

i wanna go to beach~ blow the very big wind to cool mi down let mi calm down.. sigh....


wee im home.. sorry i din update last nite.. *anyway no 1 cares lols* hmm so went to my cousin's hse yesterday... 3+ am den reach home den went to slp le.. cousin was on tv! haha for chingay.. chingay shirt very nice! but she dun wanna gif mi=( nvm haha..

so slp until 12 lyk tt today.. den went to you wei's hse.. den play and nua until about now den reach home lorz.. yepz=)actually wanted to ask them over but not convenient and stuff so nvr lorz..

im wondering how long i nvr put down wad im thking in my blog le haha.. i guess quite a long time yeah.. secondary skool times maybe.. or after im wif him.. no idea.. lots of things in mind but i dunno how to express them in words so forget it ba.. i will juz throw it at the back of my mind and it will disappear.. things that are not so urgent to thk abt put aside 1st.. reminder to myself=) exams are coming tt's wad i shld start worrying abt and start to do revision...

take care frens! i love you guys..


yay back to update! actually wanted to update at 6+ but no idea why cannot come into the website.. hmmm so today tired lols everyday im tired=x but sumthing exciting happened haha...

all day my lectures and tutorial i was reading comic.. read 5 comics lols.. during the break between lectures i went for lunch den pei ailin their IDEA grp coz i nowhere to go.. den saw this mediacorp ppl looking for ppl to interview den i kena sabo by them lols.. ok i was interviewed asking abt d/ling songs... alvin papa oso haha.. kinda excited... so after skool went to club rot for a while den go home le.. den not really feel well oso dunno why haha..

reach home wanna bathe tt time remembered the interview juz now so went to watch the news see got the interview anot and there was! LOL i was in the survey they were doing.. hahhaa but i look dark in there keke.. im shocked and excited although it was for lyk few secs haha.. see ltr can rec it anot lols although it's lame to do tt.. weee saw my dear typhoon dance juz now lols wo cai=) go watch tv le~~~ im tired lols..


back to update before i go to sleep.. so last night i slept at 11.30 but was waken up a few times kinda irritated me coz i din manage to fall asleep straight after the disturbance but nvm..

so i was so tired this morning but i reluntantly pulled myself up to go to skool.. yeah and i did but i was kinda tired the whole day? and was reading my storybook haha wherever i go.. had a meal at 10+ going to 11 when there was a short break after tutorial to MOB lecture.. den nvr eat le=x eat little stuffs nia.. after Econs tutorial pia to Causeway Point to watch movie wif wei ping they all=) i not stupid too AGAIN=D lols.. this time the atmostphere is different wif weiping's laughter when ppl will tear at the scene lols.. funny lah so after tt went to hunt present wif wp and go home le.. nvr eat dinner lols..

when i came home online lorz.. read up my storybook i finished a book in a day! lols so long nvr do tt le.. so logged in maple so many ppl kena banned for Hacking lols.. so suay.. den was lying on my bed reading my book suddenly my com restarted on its own, checking out wad happen to my com my chair suddenly came out and i lost balance hitting my side.. but hmm everything is fine yeah lols.. kinda scared mi juz now.. chair's head came out but i screwed it back on.. so whole nite i was clicking here and there using the com.. boring nite not in the mood for maple dun see any aim for it lols.. ok time to slp i need slp..

nitez ppl=D


ok i seriously needa update rite lol.. since chinese new year i MIA-ed again tt's bad lols.. and my blog was so cold since then-.- tt's sad.. lols..

so chinese new year was kinda sianz lah nth much.. mapling away when i haf the time lol..

Day before New Year
hmmm my grandma and uncle came over for reunion dinner yeah den shou ye until 12+ go slp LOL coz i ate drowsy medicine but i din slp the whole day.. i was mapling wif kor they all when new year came lols.. dar called b4 12 and lyk countdown wif mi on phone? kinda nice of him haha but maple was in my mind LOL=x oops oops

Chinese New Year Day 1
boring lah!~~ went to my dad's office to pray den go IMM giant buy stuff and we went home no bai nian..

Chinese New Year Day 2
hmm better ba.. neighbour came down.. den my relatives came, went lunch at my neighbour's house.. den we went to my grandma's hse where my mum mahjong-ed-.- and i had to kinda overnite at my grandma's hse until 5+ den go home..

Chinese New Year Day 3
i can sae that's the most got life day in those few days LOL.. slept until 11+ when i reach home den nua until 2+ den went to hougang where my aunt stay.. den after that went to wilson's place! haha steamboat! xueli was earlier than mi lols we were looking at pics... so enjoyable time wif them until i went off wif kor and xueli at 9+ to 10.. reached home at 11+ nearly 12 lols.. so reach home dar called finally can tok to him on the phone! haha.. chatted until 1 am saeing we both shld go slp and yeah go slp..

den 1.45am lyk tt he called again! i was kinda drifting to my slp liaoz den i oso dunno why i will haf sorta instinct sum1 called and he was lyk dunno saeing wad on the phone i blur blur de keep arh arh he finish explaining i can onli sae dun really understand lah but yeah lols blah blah blah den he was saeing i really sound damn blur lols. i got nth to sae abt that...

so today!~ went to skool as usual stats was ok whaha i understand! i thk the chapters behind are much easier than those in the front.. so was late for GEMs coz of sino=x passed my calculator to dar on the way there.. when we reached there we found out tt there were so little ppl who attended GEMs but still ok lah noe a way of relaxation it's quite cool=) after GEMs nua at club waiting for dar finish his test.. after tt pei him eat and i had to go bugis so same train=)) happy short time together ba..

ok very long entry horz=x but lyk bits and pieces=x i really thks that my blog style is so sui bian de gan jue haha.. any comments abt how i shld blog come on tag on! hehe