tired day after guides.. but great fun.. my juniors step down le.. and new juniors take over.. hope they will do sumthing to guides lols.. maybe it's improving who knows haha.. managed to chat around haha.. saw my Alvin kor in skool.. Ian didi, Bing Quan didi oso.. haha Ian treat mi a bottle of drink! haha shocked mi lols but thanx man dun thk he got read my blog lols.. den saw Dom, Tien Seng.. Shidiq, Shaiful.. haha Jessie scared of Shidiq still disturb him lols.. dunno wad to sae.. Shaiful and Chiu Ting see mi and call mi haha shocked mi coz i msging lols.. den lyk hi haha love to see frens around sumtimes=)) today so into guides sia haha.. forgot abt everything den very hot oso.. happy haha.. den Ian change no i oso dunno lols.. sae i nvr save his no haha.. hai tun wan starting soon lols... lalala~ hmm since sunday i haf been eating 2 meals=DD =x cools.. sunday, no dinner. monday, no lunch. tuesday, no lunch. wednesday, no breakfast. thursday, no dinner. friday(today), no lunch. if sum1 sees this im dead LOLs.. lala gonez watch hai tun wan


whahah im mad watching the pacifier i went to watch the show again.. 3rd time guess im gonna buy the vcd next time LOLs.. really watch how many times oso so nice hehe.. watched wif wk and aretha today.. aretha oso watched the 2nd time... love the part when Shane tear down Seth's door.. den he come out from the bathroom said sumthing lyk tt:" wad are you doing? i was in the bathroom!" Shane:" i can fixed it" Seth:" how? you broke my door into half!! is this wad are you trained for?! breaking down ppl's door!? i was in the bathroom!!" hahahha damn funny his facial expression.. keke den after show go meet JC den eat lunch.. go queensway to get aretha's spec den go clementi find dear.. den go home.. watch hai tun wan.. lalala... i was in the bathrooM!!!=x


lols.. im wrong tonite no Chase sad forgot is on thursday 1.. sianz wait for 9 pm ch u show liaoz haha.. Yuan lai jiu shi ni!! *nodding* no 1 to chat online.. miss dear=((


yoz ppl.. i guess this will be fast update lols wanna watch tv.. hmmm today stayed at home until evening den went out to haf dinner wif Aretha coz b4 tt she came my hse.. den we go eat KFC coz she wanan craving for it lols.. so after tt we go walk walk.. go library wif mi after that we go home lorz.. sumthing happened juz now tt shocked us lols.. we were on the way to the lrt station when i saw a bunch of guys wanna to confront us for donation den i fster pull aretha go.. den i go world of jj tt side lorz.. bo bian they blocked our way den we wanted to bluff bluff go world of jj after tt walk to lrt.. in the end we chat until half the guy run to us.. den aretha run into world of jj left mi there den i keep luffing LOLs.. den i sae ask my fren den bo bian he keep dun wanna go den we juz donate each person 1 dollar lorz.. sad man damn funny sia.. actually he nvr chase 1 den in the end his frens ask him to chase stupid sia.. lols.. anyway enjoyable day ba.. needa go watch CHASE liaoz haha not ppl chase mi good LOLs.. gonez... tv!! utt! linda!


i dun understand... i dun understand everything in this world.. life is really sucky at times.. sumtimes i can even thk of death to cure everything.. see how foolish i can be.. im no more my old self.. who can juz haha and luff over everything.. life is getting hard year after year... hope i juz dun grow up.. continue being at 16.. i dunno why i juz thk 16 is the best..


hmm harlos.. went out wif my parents in the morning today.. den came back in the afternoon coz my mum got programmes.. so while im bathing my parents went out le.. after tat i went out to Lot 1.. for wad? go k box!! hehe=x hmm sagna lot of songs tt i lyk.. ahh so happy hehe.. but energy song onli sing hmm 2 songs de half lols.. how i wished shik was wif mi to sing the energy songs man haha.. miss her singing wif mi!! keke.. dear oso sang.. thx to dear and sorry coz i hogged the songs=x hehe hmmm dear paid for it.. hope you dun anyhow spend money horz.. you are rich but dun make it a bad habit ltr suddenly you no money to spend you will suffer.. so dun use up every single cent you haf.. can den save up can use for future.. i toking crap lols.. mi spending oso lyk shit.. wanan save up for cds money still haf get until the limit i want b4 buying cd.. sianz man.. continue to earn tuition money muz earn back.. den buy cds... dunno wad to update actually lols.. i love k box!! i wanan go wif my frens next time haha.. especially shik!


hmm im so curious man.. wad is real friendship? is there really real friendship in this world? haiz.. im sry to my frens ok for now im juz speaking wad have been going thru my mind.. if wad i sae in this entry hurt you plz tell mi so i apologise for my words ok.. im juz thking when my frens are true anot.. can they be trusted? hope i really wish i can trust all my frens.. but there are examples tt make mi back off to trust my frens.. haiz i dunno how to face sum ppl now.. damn sad abt friendship dun lemmi sae tt friendship sux.. plz.. i had a thking of tt day... if all i bother abt is idol chasing how cool it will be.. ha.. maybe at least 1 fren.. lemmi believe tt frens can be trusted maybe.. haiz..

to aretha if you are reading.. hmm maybe tag after reading this huhs.. i noe you keep apologising for wad happen.. it's ok i dun mind really.. coz diff ppl diff mind.. there will always be the case tt ppl thks you are how and how.. it's up to mi to accept it.. and i do accept it.. dun worry.. sry if i din really chat wif you online.. maybe i juz dunno how to react ba..you are still my best fren even if i dun even help you in anyway or im juz being rotten

to angie whom i dun thk is even reading or care abt my presence.. hope you will be happy in RP.. hope you will find frens that you can hang around wif in skool.. saw your blog i juz hope you are alright even if you dun accept mi as your fren... i noe your blog tt time shld be toking abt mi ba.. when i tag your tagboard it will be changed.. maybe coincidence ba i dunno.. i thank you alot for being there for mi at nearly the end of the year in skool last year.. i was really very happy to hang around wif you..

guys move on.. im sad case=/ lols.. this entry are dedicated to frens i guess... or not nahx juz my tots ba...

oh yeah the person who sae tt who blog are nutcase.. he is the 1 actually.... and he is juz being jealous tt he dunno how to blog.. another sad case LOLs.. so many ppl blog and he this comment means tt everybody in the world is nutcase f u man=x oops im sry haha

anyway i saw Kym Ng, Zhou Chu Ming and Benny!! at JP yesterday... Kym is pretty=)) benny shuai shuai!! caught a glimpse of them.. onli Kym got see clearly her face haha.. coz we going down escalator den she go up.. jia you Mediacorp Artistic..


yoz ppl.. actually i very lazy to update lols.. yesterday went bball wif dear.. fun=)) but aching lols.. good lah i need to exercise im getting fat=/ i wanna train leh lols.. muz go exercise more.. hmmm... so.. went to orchard again today.. went to orchard for 3 days in 1 week mad man lols.. but today's orchard is crowded wif ppl lah haha.. went there do facial=x hehe not 1st time.. lols.. vain.. hmm den dear came and join mi and my mum.. after that he went to work while i go home.. tired man slp in the bus lyk pig LOLs... oops.. so im here now typing this lorz.. haha.. anyway hmm raine_lin intro yourself in my tag if you still read my blog.. maybe wif can chat in msn if you do haf 1;) when i noe you better lah=x lols..


ok guys.. sry abt yesterday nite's entry.. wasn't in a great mood... den waiting for ppl to settle things i witness.. online so funny.. den i was damn tired but still haf to wait so i wasn't in the mood den got tt stupid entry come out lols but not bad lah.. at least i realised sumthings..

sho.. yesterday went out wif my dear fren aretha!! haha we din went out together quite sum times.. coz keep hanging out wif jessie they all.. jessie you go where liaoz!! still got sakae haven go leh=x but i no money lols.. 1 day we 5 go out together again horz lols.. so... hmmmm we went to SP 1st.. aretha haf to pay up for an activity.. hmm den we went to Clementi find dear dear.. walk around at Clementi den bid goodbye to dear.. and we proceeded to Orchard.. on the way there the bus very funny haha coz the bus bell spoil or sumthing den very irritating keep ding dong for nth=/ lols.. den she sae hear my mp3 player den not so jialat or else very irritating.. den the bus reach tanglin there ok liaoz mad sia lols... hmm we went to far east to shop for aretha's stuffs den we go other places of orchard to walk lorz.. went to Taka for dinner den we gotta leave orchard coz i got tuition to go to.. haha i keep hurrying Alex to finish his maths WS coz he really took a long time.. ok lah coz we chatted den delay time oso lols.. den gif him ting xie and explain abit poa i go watch tv in his room LOLs.. my hai tun wan lian ren muz watch man lols.... guess tonite at my cousin hse i will do the same.. ask her on tv for mi while i teach her=x keke..

dunno wad to update le.. i may update tonite i dunno lols.. miss dear dear.. afternoon le dunno he where now.. no msg from him..


sum1 want mi to update blog..

im tired
im slpy
i wanna go slp
but i haf to wait

i found out tt im actually very lucky
ppl haf to worry abt poly fees
but i dun really haf to
i muz work hard
i muz not let my parents down
earn loads of money for them when they get older
i love my mummy and daddy
for loving mi and teaching mi wad i shld noe
scold mi for my own good
younger times hitting mi to make it a hard lesson for mi

im slpy
signing off.. this entry is lame thanx


hmmmm today... had a great day wif dear at orchard keke.. we very long nvr go out together le... as in mi and him onli hehe... we took mrt to Raffles Place and go down lorz coz dear wanan see the new Giordano there.. den we took a bus to Plaza Singapura.. dear sae it's his 1st time stepping into the new Plaza Singapura haha so we watched movie... The Pacifier again haha... not bad horz the show.. still so nice lyk the first time i watch the show lyk tt.. bai kan bu yan ok LOLs.. keke den after tt i wanted to the j-star mag so ask dear to pei mi haha at the 1st place we go orchard is coz i wanan get my mag... so i sae got house of stars at lucky plaza.. but i dunno where lucky plaza den he sae he bring mi there lorz ok lah it's juz opposite wisma and im stupid enuff to not noe lols... hmmm i still thk fan hubz is better than HOS lols.. wasn't able to get the mag from there so haf to go to fan hubz lorz... on the way from PS to Far East we pass by 7 Eleven oso go in LOLs... den dear see Giordano den will see see 1... his 2nd wife sad man.. lol... Giordano can replace mi liaoz lah=x erms jk hehe... so we went to Far East Plaza... FINALLY i din walk a big round of the 4th floor to get to Fan Hubz LOLs.. abit lame but yeah haha.. we finally noe how to not walk a big round liaoz whahaha.... den went to the Basement hmm wanted to look for the shop i went to for inteview but din call up for work de in the end can't find it haha...

after tt... we walked to Forum there.. go Toys'r'us izzit lyk tt spelled? lols.. den go in look look see see.. den we went to Mac to take a break was until leg wanna break lols... so after tt we wanted to walk back to opposite far east to take bus home.. dear's sense of direction suddenly gone hahaha!=x den i tell him where where den his senses come back LOLs=x during the bus ride i was really tired.. went walking to the bus stop i was already thking when i shld slp in the bus anot ltr he will sae mi haha.. in the end when reaching the bus stop dear sae you ltr in bus confirm wanna slp rite i jitao stunned haha how he noe and he juz sae dun forget im your boyfriend horz kekeke... so i slept abit in the bus ride.. den he tok to mi i blur blur nvr ans=x coz too tired den juz listen.. cham man i used to it if im tired i juz blur blur listen ppl tok but nvr ans...=x haha.. hmm reach phoenix there den we walk to my hse there lorz... end of story lols...

dear, hugging you was happiness today... i really missed you alot.. hmmmm love you=) dunno wad to sae liaoz haha.. oh yeah i got 6 Giordano wristbands=DDD hehe dear got it for mi by saving so touched T.T arigato alot dear mUaCkIeS hUgGiEzZ.. keke

oh yeah so long nvr dedicate anything to my dearest toro=x oops... dun mind mi dear lols.. toro!!! how are you nowadays? how's your arm? miss you haha...

if i continue writing dedications i will not finish this entry=x i noe nowadays my entry all very long im sorry eh hehe..


harloz.. juz finished a blurring and tired day lol.. ltr still got tuition to teach can't afford to be blur for tt or else dun needa teach liaoz.. anyway in the morning i went to SP to return the documents.. dunno wad to do juz blur over it... den blur blur ask us to go another floor tot listen finihs the video of storage of assignments and stuff can go le.. in the end kena dragged to the different kinds of clubs de talks.. ask us join wad F.O Camp.. all oso got F.O camps i all oso dun want whahah.. actually got 1 go orchard play game mi under waiting list lorz.. den i join the cummunity and cultural club de 1 event which is viking showdown or sumthing lyk tt go sentosa a day and play games there hope i can enjoy it oh yeah!! jc!! i sae i join wad you go join horz pei mi=x LOLs.. keke you muz join the sentosa 1 horz.. lols.. den got goodies bag from SPSU quite cool ha.. i abit dun feel lyk going to skool sia.. no frens T.T my heart is abit reluntant now.. hope i noe more ppl den won't lyk tt..

so.. after that i go Clementi wif Mummy.. saw dear working lorz.. den sae ltr come back after eating inthe end we go visit Gio he go bank den i so sad haiz cannot tok to him... im so sad now lols... miss my dear alot eh... finally tml we going out together!!!!! yeah keke hope can lah.. ltr still got tuition ltr.. oh yeah juz read abt the tertiary student ez-link blur sia dunno wad to do.. i thk i go do wif jc better.. oh yeah im official a SP student=DD my student card the photo i dun thk nice okok onli lol my mum sae nice next time wanna see tell mi ba.. my lanyard red colour de i saw other colours de so nice but school of business de all red de lols.. BIT is oso under School Of Business yeah!! 24th to 26th may de orientation got fren pei le haha jc lorz.. hope aretha will go SP oso den can pei mi oso ha...


harloz ppl.. i very high juz now sia hehe.. saw my fav energy!! shuwei!!! kunda!! niu nai!! ah di!! *throwing things liaoz ppl*=x hao shuai worx shu wei's hair so cool lols.. so today.. morning changed dear's blog you can go see his blog kena invaded by mi=x lols.. i go post entry sry huhs dear.. hmmm den went to Bukit Batok to haf hmm breakfast cum lunch? haha you guys remember tt soya bean stall? saw tt boss.. nth to sae if nvr employ us horz jessie... hmm sho spend the day playing game den watch tv...

best time of the day is nkf show it was cool... but i nvr donate coz my parents dun allow too bad or else i support energy le.. the last performance was the best i thk.. saw pei fen so pretty! she so ke lian needa upside down do drumming.. saw my 715 Qi Yu Wu!!! hehe but he injured himself during rehearsals cannot perform... pray tt my fav idols in my heart will take care of theirselves... *thking sum1 gonna get really jealous after reading this entry* dear dear oso muz take care oh! dun overtired yourself work can work dun work too much ltr you cannot take it fall sick den i will be even worried... hehe miss you oso muackz..

energy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=x shuwei injured himself=( T.T =x his neck summore... den ke lian de ah di old injury the back did it again now he cannot do so much things... my energy.. energy continues rawking the chinese world=D yeah come on energy..


hieee!! i update liaoz=D lols... very sianz ok stuck at home. luckily juz now Zhi Wei came over thx alot wei!! help mi finish my present for my mum oso so kind of you=) juz finish bathing abit of headache now eyes pain.. sianz dunno wanna go out ltr anot.. scared ltr my dad come home early leh.. my mum gone overseas le today is her bday happy birthday mummy!! hehe=x finish update liaoz..


argh=( wahHHH!!!=x*sobsob* haiz.. dunno wad suay day is today.. i juz bit my tongue while eating so bad i thk swollen le.. got blood summore pain eh.. come back to com den hit the scanner when i wanan sit down.. haiz.. i tok to my mum on the phone oso very impatient... wtf is happening=( wahhh!!!! i wanna cry =(=x


damn blogger=/ juz now i type an entry and it's gone.. dunno wad happen lousy eh~~
i changed a blogskin coz the old 1 cannot go in coz of the skin.. too many ppl used so the bandwidth exceeded.. juz now i write alot de now spoil my mood liaoz dun wanna write le.. rotting at home.. last time rotting at home is nth to mi but it's killing mi now lols if ltr can go out good le.. aimlessly thking of sumthing to do...


harloz.. time to update blog or else sum1 is not gonna slp until he reads my entry hehe.. so here i go.. hmm sho today.. wake up by my mum's call=/ ask mi to do this drink this lols.. kena waked up liaoz cannot continue slping den wake up use com lorz.. den jessie called and ask mi pei her go her medical check up.. met le den go JP lorz.. saw dear dear there working haha actually i shld msg him de but i wanted to gif him a hmm surprise? dunno got surprise anot lah keke.. miss him leh dunno why.. how many days we din meet? 2 days ba i oso forgot=x so mi and jessie made our way up to the clinic so many ppl sia-.- more than tt time mi and jc go for the check up..11+ wait until 2 sumthing den done.. so while waiting we go Gio wait for JC lorz.. saw new arrival from Gio not bad de spagetti but dear was serving and he sae it's too skimpy haha so nvm lorz but nice lah.. so after that we went to Mos Burger to eat coz we were hungry and go up to the clinic wait wait again..

after the medical check up we went to buy movie tickets for The Pacifier.. hmm we went to the arcade and play den very funny sia 2 times i play daytona wif them.. i gonna be 1st for the race den got ppl cut mi and i 2nd or 3rd lols we all there shouting lols.. den met dear for lunch haha... oh yeah sry eh guys i keep mentioning andrew=x hehe dui bu qi worx shik, jc and Jez... so after that we went to the arcade again and went to watch The Pacifier...

it was a great show very funny haha... muz see show? haha.. anyway we luffed too loud in the movie=x when we were going out of the movies i heard a person at the back saeing we luffing very loudly=x i diam diam continue to type msg lols.. so after dear finish work le go find him den he pei mi until my mum came for dinner... dear thx for accompanying mi when you are tired le.. den dinner finish go walk walk lorz.. i reminded my mum abt the prize for my o lvl results shoes!! she sae wanna buy de.. keke.. so i bought Converse shoes.. you noe the magazine behind i sae very nice tt 1 haha tt's it!=x keke.. den bought shoeslaces oso can decorate lols.. so reached home at 10pm missed my show.. nvm lols

ok it's very wordy today im so sorry huhs... i finish le.. type so long i thk.. 15 mins liaoz dear waiting until impatient le ba=x muackz=)


so... this morning abt 10.30 went to teach alex haha actually is go there stare at him do hw lah.. den his mum and him keep toking lols.. den it lasted for 3 hrs.. 30 bucks! whaha=x den hmm after tt i went to lot 1.. walk into the open plaza the Cyndi's autograph session stage was up already.. wondering when i will be there tml ha.. hmm so i go Lot 1 went to the library to return and borrow books.. after that do my fav hobby haha shopping in CD shops! keke i found sylvester's new album and he was at IMM today to sign fast sia saw on his album tt pass... den found the Ai De Qi Ji album too i wanna buy!! T.T haha... den saw F.I.R's new album Wu Xian is oso out but im not interested=/ whaha.. so i bought KFC home and enjoy life haha watching tv and eating no 1 at home ha... tonite's dinner was yummy too haha my mum cooked sumthing special keke..

the albums i wanna buy are increasing and i haven buy yet argh~~ lols... Ai De Qi Ji!!!=x love's Miracle~

signing off thking of my albums tt i wanna buy T.T.. mUaCkIeS..=D


i have no rights to be sad..
i have no rights to be in a mess for nothing..
i have no rights...

i dunno how to continue.. im juz upset being upset with myself..
shooting my mouth away like nobody's business without thinking about the feelings of the other person... selfishness.. everybody is selfish am i right to say that..

do i have the right to ask you to come over to my area sometimes?
do i have the right to speak my mind?
do i have the right to be a friend?
do i have to think so much about relationships with others?
is that the way of life?

anyone help mi enlighten mi?
no friends to go to when im really feeling down...
complaining.. everyone is doing it.. i dun do it in front of you that much..
have i really changed? i wanna be a better person do i have the right?
how i wish many many things im wishing sometimes..
struggling inside mi.. i can overcome everything=) juz by putting it all at the back of my mind.. is that really mi? will something juz struck mi and change my whole life? become a person full of sadness? will that be a case?

im mad now thking so much dieing brain cells signing off..


harloz ppl... i wanted to update last nite but my mum took the com 1st.. i on com for her-.- when acutally i wanted to use.. den too tired to wait so i juz went to slp..

ok 2 days ago.. i went out wif dear.. haha mi and dear onli worx so long nvr go out together le.. went to NorthPoint.. yishan! my own hometown haha.. miss the neighbourhood so we went to watch a movie at GV, watched House Of Fury great show haha seeing Ah Gil, Daniel Wu, Stephen Feng.. fighting parts were cool... and funny show oso haha hope dear liked it *nodding Lolss* after that it was almost time to go coz my mum's at home so had to go home early for dinner but i reached home at 8 kena sae the dishes cold liaoz haha... my mum wanted use com den she use until dunno wad time i was actually waiting to use it by reading a storybook coz no nice show on tv in the end i went to slp coz too tired... haha

so.. yesterday went out wif Shik to JP.. have been going JP for dunno how many times liaoz lyk very near my hse lyk tt keep going there=/ lols walk there oso walk until sianz liaoz... went to watch The Wedding Date nice show oso! haha funny but got abit of kissing scenes den got sum parts abt weird lah haha den we keep saeing this show is PG? lols.. guess how many ppl was watching the show.. 6 onli leh! haha mi and Shik reach early tot onli we watching den cool liaoz but 2 women came in chat chat chat noisy lols.. den a couple came in haha.. saw them kissing at the start of the show lols accidently you noe.. after the movie i accompany Shik to the clinic but it was closed needa wait until 5 den we sianz lols.. needa walk JP until 5.. den i had to leave 1st coz i got tuition to teach haha.. so met my cousin at Sembawang to eat dinner b4 going to her hse... cavana haha nice food lah not bad.. so tuition tuition finish le i stayed for a while for tv den go home lorz.. haha my arms very pain lol nvr slp well ba..

so take care my frens haha and blog readers luv ya guys out there...


haha... harloz ppl.. changed a blogskin again.. this is nice nehx keke.. go click others den got this blank thingy scroll down abit can play drawing le.. sho.. next time bored come to my blog and play drawing horz haha den leave tag oso=p keke.. any comments tag mi ba..


harloz blog readers haha.. finally im updating after a few days since i change my blogskin.. lols.. my blog cold sia haha.. ok as always.. i will update abt few days back de thingy huhs.. keke

sho... hmm i went for an inteview on tues which is 29 March and found a damn fucking job=x ok im jk lols a stupid job.. kena tricked into the job... the next day was training day... so i went wif Jessie and Zamir.. we were blur abt the job until we got our stuffs den we noe wad izzit.. selling donation thingy door-to-door 1 $10 per card sell 1 booklet get $30.. tt sucky job nearly took my life away walking door to door 2 days den got to sell 1 booklet and 1 card.. walk until my leg wanan break ache until dunno lyk wad.. den friday which was ytd i told jessie i really cannot take it needa quit liaoz.. at 1st we needa wait for 2 weeks den can quit i let Lee tok to my mum and settled whaha ask mi to survive lyk tt for 2 more weeks? half life gone man.. but i learnt abit from the job lah and got to noe sum frens ha... so after we got our $30 we went to JP to walk walk lorz.. after tt we went JE and meet dear... den go Lot 1 lols.. went to Jessie's hse coz of her com den go my hse haha... they stayed until abt 9 pm i started to shoo them out coz worried my dad come home lols=x hehe

today... dear and Jessie came my hse again for tuition and they had lunch here too.. great day haha den i accompanied dear to IMM to get stock for Gio den go JP.. Ate long john.. den met shik and jc.. hah den they oso eat long john.. after that we went on the 172 bus actually wanting to go home.. damn funny sia.. hahaha 3 of us were luffing away haha.. coz the bus was moving very fast den the bus tremble until very jialat den we tok oso lyk trembling den we keep luffing away haha.. it was really funny..on the way shik sae wanna go Lot 1 so called up Jessie and met her at Lot 1 lorz.. den we pei her eat dinner wad was it? long john again haha.. 4 of us ate the same meal at long john.. b4 eating we went walk walk den go home lorz.. was reading fanfic juz now until i tok to jc haha.. den he ask why i nvr update blog sae lazy den i sae he update den i update lorz... haha my entry is long huhs today..

SORRY ABT THIS ENTRY BEING SO WORDY!! LOLS.. PLZ TAG HORZ=D