lala.. weeee~~~ lols.. contented=) wif my life.. got my dar dar~ got my daddy, mummy, frens and family... juz finished my lunch which was? yummy!! keke.. soo long nvr eat my mum's cooking le.. and eating dinner wif my parents.. eat until so full keke.. juz now hungry until bth den eat 2 bowls of rice.. lols sum1 gonna sae im a pig le=x =p

hmm ytd went out wif dear and jon.. they went to play bball while i sit and see lorz.. hmm den after that meet jessie to go skool together coz got campfire.. the campfire was so so lah.. dunno successful anot lols.. i left half way=/ finally it din rain on campfire's day but they nvr go back to the actual area to hold the campfire=/ guides item not bad lah haha.. but they lyk dun dare dun dare lyk tt keke.. last year dance better=x more movement but their moves are nice... left early coz 2 ppl was waiting for mi.. and they were bored.. haha im so sorry tt you all haf to wait for mi nehx.. den still pei mi go buy presents for my frens.. thx jon for accompanying my dear ytd worx.. den both of them were so tired.. haha really feel bad abt it..

hmm juz now packed my room lols i made a mess in my room coz i took out my things from cupboards and pack properly.. i own 2 ties weee keke... 1 is the gr tie and 1 is a red tie... last time YE de lala...


yoz.. sorry for not updating few days.. my blog readers gone le horz.. haha.. anyway the results are coming out on Monday which is sianz... lols.. *pray hard and worried* ppl dun wear skool uniform go back skool take results horz.. lols..

hmmm i getting sick of my job coz of sum ppl who are working in there... sucks man..
1. Boss Ng Cheng Tiang - always delay pay.. weekly pay whole month nvr receive a single cent yet=/ den always gif black face not happy den change mi away..
2. Boss's Assistant Irene Kwek - gossip gossip.. mouth so big.. bring tales to boss and tok craps abt us.. this is youngster style.. you not happy tt we work and play abit den you dun see lah.. sae bad things behind of mi for wad.. juz now i got eyes can see you pointing at mi and sae i wanna do wif dear nvr go icu do.. wad lorz got wrong eh.. fuck=x
3. Ah Gong Mr New Guy - AH GONG you how old already.. come here work den gif attitude to ppl... inconsiderate when ppl doing inkjet.. you inkjet until so song while the person helping you tired until pek chek helping you put the cartons properly and put the products on the pellet.. you cannot wait izzit.. or cannot see liaoz table full liaoz still stubborn.. i dunno is finished already rite wanna see onli den tell oso dunno how to sae nicely attitude simi.. you come how long onli... zzzz

finish scolding liaoz=D ahhh so song.. yesterday 1 day go icu den few cuts liaoz=/ coz those who were suppose to be in icu nvr come.. den kena scolded by aretha for nth in sms.. forget it.. lala ytd not my day...

today.. did double dotex wif dear lorz.. den inkjet.. lalala.. hmm had to go home alone today coz my mum needa do OT den tot tt dear can fetch mi home in the end he had sumthing on so din.. abit disappointed lah.. den dear sorry for ignoring you juz now.. was disappointed... last time i hide my disappointment de.. letting my frens or whoever to juz go their way.. dunno why this time i lyk tt.. im ok de.. thk im abit of asking you this and tt and you are trying to make mi happy... thx dear for making mi happy.. i dun want you to make mi happy onli while you are not really feeling happy at tt moment horz... luv ya^^

ok im online now doing nth.. bored=/ dunno wanna go campfire tml nite anot.. coz my frens sae the programmes very boring.. ahh dun go back ltr didi sae why i sae wanna go back in the end i din=x lols.. sianz eh.... lalalala....


b0o!~~ lolx... so sorry for not updating a few days.. ah dunno wad to update abt lah so din bother lorz=x.. dunno why my connection so lag today.. load 1 page needa wait.. nvm ba.. hmm wad to update leh.. few days can happen alot of things leh=x.. lolx.. ahh today went to my grandma's hse.. den abit bored ba.. nth to do besides watching tv.. so watch tv read abit of book.. lyk tt lorz..

yesterday went to watch i do i do wif dear... before tt went to orchard wif aretha and WK.. actually din tell him tt WK oso going coz scared he angry or sumthing ba... but in the end he still knew it.. dear so clever sia=x... *i promise tt i will not lie to you who im going out wif next time.. i will juz tell you ok?* hmm dear everytime i hug you.. i haf this feeling tt i dun wanna lose you it's true.. i really feel relieved when i hug you.. i will cherish you..

i do i do not bad worx.. the 1st singapore productions i watched... coz at 1st i din really lyk singapore productions thking it's not nice but after watching this show.. not bad lah.. got standard.. present tense wa lao.. past tense wa liu... past participle wa piang... haha i learnt from the show 1.. bad thing abt this show is.. too typical singapore style liaoz.. eng mix in chinese mix in hokkein oso... very cham sia lolx...

ahh i make a list for myself to noe wad CDs i needa buy=x
1. Nan Ding Ge Er OST
2. Mr Fighting OST
3. Cyndi's Honey
4. Se7en - Must Listen
5. BoA's Best of Soul

going broke if i lyk tt buy.. lolx.. mad liaoz... lalala


yoz... today quite interesting ba.. lolx.. this morning i panicked tot wad happen to dear coz he was late=/ haha.. luckily i saw him finally or else i dunno wad to do le... hmm did computer eye drops den ahh stickers lah i dunno wad lol changed sum dishes today.. den work until 2 did half day went to hock wei's hse to play.. i saw swings so ask dear to bring mi down to play so song haha.. den went back his hse see them playing mahjong.. din really noe how to play so the guys played.. saw the com den use it haha tempted to use as always lolx.. den they dun wanna play le so we played card game instead.. black jack put 1.50 den lost lols... aretha so lucky sia 3 straight rows black jack cool man... den went to take bus and go home.. ate dinner wif dear b4 going home.. lala.. sumthing happened abit worried abt it.. but shld be ok ba... lalalala


yoz.. today is Valentine's Day.. wishing all my blog readers happy valentine's day whether you are attached or not oso can celebrate de worx.. keke.. guess how i spend my valentine's day? haha..

was working today.. my mum din go to work but i went.. den ownself wait for the bus to come so tt i can go in.. so pek chek actually coz aretha din come to work=/ den i brought her present.. nvm.. dear managed to calm mi down.. so today did shrinkwarp,DD, inkjet den do sum covering barcodes.. so hot there... in the cage den see dear lyk so song walk in and out take thing haha.. he nvr come out tt long period of time i wanna fall aslp sia haha.. hmm so today went out for a while wif dear lorz..

dear although this is the 1st time i haf a boyfren wif mi during valentine's day but we din manage to really celebrate it.. hmm i love you! keke.. hope we will last~~ plz bear wif my always last min got cocked up=/

i found out sumthing abt my mum.. you noe im abit irritated by this habit of hers.. always last min den sae wanna go where or do wad.. den make mi at loss.. zzz stupid 1 lorz... on last friday i sae i wanna go out on monday she said ok and now!! i went to my cousin hse to bai nian juz now=/ stupid lorz... juz now went to my cousin's hse so long nvr go le.. onli the youngest around so we juz laze around i was looking around lolx.. nice rooms there.. keke

i said things abit too straight forward juz now i thk.. im sorry dear.. i tot we were gonna quarrel again which will be a headache for both of us huhx.. hmmm

yesterday got children invaded my room lolx.. my bed in mess lolx.. coz alot of soft toys on my bed den my little cousins came den saw the soft toys all wanna play den mess up haha lucky easy to pack properly again..my mum's colleague came over ytd gambled but lost lolx... nvm ba.. new luck not there this year.. actually din wanna play de.. den they keep asking den join in lorz..

juz now kena scolded zzz my mum.. nvm forget it.. getting late still wanna chat online nehx this entry quite lengthy lolx.. gonezzz


argh so sick.. zzz stomach not feeling well.. juz now head was feeling heavy.. wanna eat but no appetite.. tired but i dun wanna go slp.. haiz.. i dun lyk to be lyk tt=( i dun want.. ni zai na li... anybody? make mi feel better? sianz.. haiz..


yoz.. haiz.. having not much frens or wad no 1 there for mi to chat wif.. haiz.. wad i can do now.. im totally lost.. duno wad to do.. i dun see him online wad can i do... juz went to the funeral juz now haiz.. end of a person's life journey isn't it sad.. i wanna be happy and always happy.. getting mi to be happy isn't a prob.. but seeing him sad i can't be happy rite? when you are happy i will be.. those words i sae were my tots.. for you to believe whether it's true or excuses.. i thk tt i dun see this world true enuff to learn.. but it will be hard for mi if i do.. if everybody's heart is true there will not be so much prob.. wad am i toking? no idea.. i juz joke abt everything.. im a thker who thks alot and imagine.. haiz.. i really want you to be around.. let's compromise each other hao ma......

signing off wondering where you are.. plz dun cry.. i not worth you crying so much...


haiz... dear offline le.. i went speechless towards him juz now.. ain't feeling great at all now.. so much to tell him maybe to lyk explain myself but i din.. coz i now i made him sad enuff and his mum accusing him stupid things.. i noe he's pissed at tt moment... so i juz listen wad he sae ba..

haiz dunno wad to sae.. those few words in the msg i send him nearly make mi cry..

dunno wad happen to my eyes oso.. plz wish mi luck and happy ba....


yoz.. so bored.. lolx.. today is 1st day of new year.. everybody goes out or got relatives come over.. making the whole place you are in so lively rite.. my hse so cold.. bored man.. den cannot stand my dad keep switching the chnls when i wanna watch the ch.. wad oso wanna critise.. Zzzzz muz ren.. sianz eh whole day at home.. 2nd day lyk tt liaoz.. today whole day at home wait for my uncle family to come onli lyk tt.. wait for a whole afternoon.. sux man... argh.. wad did i do today? stare tv screen stare com screen... BORING NEW YEAR LOUSY!! haha no lively sight tt i wanted... forget it

finish watching nan ding ge er le~~ sho nice.. nearly made my tears drop at a few scenes but parents at home and today chu yi cannot cry... muz ren haha.. im tough i dun cry so easily de... ;) keke=x kunda went blind and leave the hospital.. sad lolx.. lalala in the end he go africa to be volunteer.. wif 2 doctors..

bored.... wonder dear dear is enjoying himself anot.. at his grand uncle hse until so late.. so good still got relatives... not lyk my family.. family problems dun wanna tok abt it.. every family haf their own probs...



HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL THOSE OUT THERE READING MY BLOG!!^^ lolx.. dunno why i caps oso hehe... hmmmm tt time oso countdown alone at home.. today oso.. kinda cool or lonely huhx haha.. but got my online frens and dear to pei wo online.. hehe.. wish every1 successful in wadeva they do this year... lalala~~



useless daughter.. useless friend.. useless girlfriend... tt's mi...

haiz... i juz sux.. unable to make dear happy still made him sad bcoz of mi.. i haf nth to sae abt it.. loss of words... dear muz be having fun going back to his skool ba.. haiz no 1 jio mi back to skooll... see i haf no frens.... sho many bad points of mi... why.... gonna hate myself haiz... dunno why so dao in front of dear.. dunno why everytime i haf to do sumthing tt made him sad.. maybe im not fit to even be.................. haiz...

today is chu xi.. 10 am wake up den mum called... sae tt my grand uncle din make it.. haiz... tt's sad..

dear i miss you i love you.. i noe i always dun haf to courage to show my love to you but haf to gimmi time ok.. it may be hard for us to keep in touch these few days ba.. but you will be in my heart always..

uselessly signing off...



ahh today is 7th? wah 5 days nvr update le.. keke coz nth much lah so lazy to update lorz..


today went to work.. hate tt stupid boss.. sux sux! i luff onli den was asked to change and do wif other ppl... sho pek chek for wad.. everytime see ya black face new year going to come and still black face.. zzz.. did 2 medicine tt can scared mi if i do sumthing wrong.. did a scanning of barcodes*the medicine was for siao ppl 1 as i was told =x* den got 1 missing not enuff 200 and 1 boz nvr put the paper i oso dunno wad to do.. felt abit down scared i do wrong thing.. but we found the box after tt.. heng lolx.. den did oxy 5 and 10..den do hydralite or wadeva lolx.. got blackcurrant and orange de.. the orange smell quite nice haha... after tt went to the chiller and do a medicine for cancer patients injection kind de... went to chiller wif fried fish den she ask mi go in chiller and gave mi instructions.. abt -18 degree damn cold.. and she kept repeating and repeating until my partner came.. zzz cold lehh.... lolx... do abit scared lolx.. wanna fast den cannot.. coz the sticker small and the glass break cham liaoz.. luckily we managed to do finish a carton by 5.30.. friday haf to go back work le.. haha tt boss really sux=/ =x

cut moi hair le lolx.. yesterday go cut.. not bad lah.. alot of layer whaha but not until the length i want for my side lolx... nvm.. nice liaoz keke.. bought all my new year clothes le.. lolx bought the most this year.. lyk den buy.. out of 11 clothes abt 8 of them lyk tt is BLUE!! lolx.. miee become blue freak liaoz.. haha.. see alot of blue around mi de.. haha..

nowadays dear lyk unhappy wif mi nehx.. haiz i oso dunno wad to do.. everytime tok to him den do or sae sumthing wrong ba.. or disapppointed him.. dui bu qi dear dear wo bu shi gu yi de.. but tt's me.. you can lemmi noe wad isn't good abt it den try to change abit ba..

dunno wad to sae.. everytime lyk sae wrong thing de mi.. do i sae things rite sumtimes? do i haf more frens? angie lyk bo chap mi le.. wonder do you read my blog anymore.. angie!~ miss ya nehx.. although we weren't really very close i really liked ya company during the last few months in skool.. and the guys too.. but we can't meet up or maybe forgot abt mi le ba.. nvm.. i still thk tt im not fit to be a really good fren to others...

signing off... seeing tt todays entry is quite long...





yoz.. din do much today lah.. went to JE and i finally found my Nan Ding Ge Er VCD tt i was looking for.. wee~~ and i bought it at a 10% discounted price? which 35.90 lolx.. kena scold abit b4 tt coz i told my mum i go buy vcd.. *she dun lyk coz very ex=/* keke.. den went home... watched 1 disc so funny sia.. den saw shu wei~~ so shuai~~ haha.. lolx.. *oh man im so sorry dear* den copied 1 song lyric.. ahhh my handwriting lyk very bad lolx.. finally going back to work tml le.. but dunno why boss din ask aretha oso.. onli want 3 ppl.. hmm how can lyk tt=/ so bad.. ps my fren=x.. signing off wif qn marks in my mind~~~ lalala~~



wahhh.... sianz liaoz le... almost 1 week bo work liaoz leh.. den still sae tml cannot work Zzzzzzzzz damn sianz man... i wanna rot at home tml liaoz i dun wanna go out... =x maybe i shld change a job le=/ hmmm.. any blog readers here? plz intro mi a new job if you haf? lolx... tag mi ok? lemmi noe... maybe i really shld hmmmm....



yoz.. back to update blog lo... ha..i was mad juz now man dunno wad happen to mi nvr press shut down in the com i jitao close the main switch-.- wa laoz lolx...den my room tt phone oso wanna spoil liaoz.. i drop the phone lyk twice today? when pressing the buttons the sound become smaller le.. cham liaoz eh lolx...

hmm went out at abt 1.45 ba.. den walk to teck whye lrt to meet dear.. bringing fluffy*my new doggy dear gimmi heex* den we go teck whye market there eat lorz.. not really heavenly food there lolx.. den go sit sit at playground until aretha called den we go meet her to go to cdans.. see dear's frens play squash den we left coz dear not really in the mood to play.. den we go walk walk lorz.. going to top of the hdb flats den so windy so cooling nehx..

i love blowing the wind.. still remember got 1 time after skool.. walking home den the wind so big and i wasn't feeling great the wind blew off my unhappiness so cool.. ahh~~~ haha..

happy and sad times together wif dear for a mth le.. continue to trust mi and yourself dun thk so much worx.. and dun keep thking mi and other guys horz=/ hehe.. Happy 1st month anniversary dear=D aishiteru~~~



haiz today is 1st month wif dear dear le.. but sumthing happened ytd tt led to today both of us oso no mood le.. all bcoz of mi ytd lah.. nth to do den suddenly angry oso dunno why.. haiz.. din settle it ytd nite and it juz dragged to this morning.. morning wake up den started to thk abt again.. online see him ba he din tok to mi.. too angry to do so ba.. it's juz all my fault tt this happen.. i dun even noe how to ans dear when he tok to mi.. at a loss of words wanna explain but i oso dunno why i lyk tt.. wad's wrong wif mi.. it's my heart? my brain? or emotions? wad happen.. dun make feel so bad that i juz explode.. haiz i really wanna apologised to dear but den dun thk he will forgive mi ba.. sry..